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8,000 dollars...

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 21:00:01 GMT

Today I was short by 8,000 dollars...... :'[

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Tue, 05 May 2009 04:53:34 GMT

just a thought:

I saw on the side bar that it was advertising some person's page or whatever and it said "I'm interesting, I swear" I don't understand why we have to tell people we're interesting. Why can't we just accept ourselves and .. .. ok i have no clue where i'm going with this. The real reason I'm writing is this:

It's really stupid I know but here goes:

Last week I put these nasty things inthe fridge. They're some sort of something with cream inside and the shell is not crispy or soft or hard... it's kinda in btw all of these. Bottom line is that they are nasty! So I put them in the fridge cuz I took a bite out of one and then my bf said that they don't go in the fridge so he took them out. Now today he decides to try one and when he touches the outside they feel sorta what I described earlier so he immediately accuses me of making them that way bc I put them in the fridge. WTF then when I yelled in my defense that they were that way before I even put them in the fridge he tries to hug me and laugh but I'm mad so I move out of his reach and we start yelling at each other but it only lasts for about 5 min. I walk off and lock myself in the bathroom but of course he doesn't go after me. H never does. It's like he doesn't even care. When I come out he just asks how come I got so mad but I swear he was mad first until he found out he was wrong then the tries to say he's sorry. It's not even my fault. He's always doing this. Whenever he's wrong and I'm mad at him it's a damn good reason. For example the time he came left an hour after the time he said he'd be home when he was 3 hours away. WHAT THE FUCK?!?! so he came home THREE HOURS LATE!!! and he didn't call me till an hour after I expected him home. I even called him many times and he didn't answer at all of course. It was really his fault. I had a good excuse to be mad right? I just kept hanging up on him and didn't talk to him but after he came home it only took him a few minutes for everything to be okay again. I'm not really a person to be mad too long. SO I don't understand why everytime he's mad OVER SOMETHING RIDICULOUSLY STUPID he takes forever to get over it and he always makes me do it

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Sun, 05 Apr 2009 06:15:59 GMT

After reading this postcard on postsecret.com I know this makes me a bad person but it's totally true.... One of my coworkers was telling me about the 3 black people he got today that had a $113 bill and tipped him NOTHING!! Being a server has made me realize that whenever black people or indian people come in, to expect a low tip if there's a tip at all!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 04:45:14 GMT

BUT THEN! would he still be emo bear???

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 20:37:30 GMT

photobooth.
i was sick this day... ( 9.9)
he can't smile for pictures.
it's okay bc i like him anyways.
<3

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 02:45:24 GMT

:]

I haven't been able to say I've felt like this in a long time.
There are no issues that I'm having that are super big at the moment.
I have someone who cares about me.

I'm happy.

I wonder how long this will last? [the happiness, I mean]

Monday, October 20, 2008

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 02:54:13 GMT

I know I'm not supposed to be mad ...

so sue me, I'm still kinda irritated.

what the hell?? As of now I'm really not digging the word "later"

Friday, September 12, 2008

Fri, 12 Sep 2008 02:10:01 GMT

So.. everyone's pretty much been talking about Ike. It's huge. It's going to be a Category 3. It's eye is just south of Houston. It's going to be affecting a lot of things. It's not a storm to be taken lightly. It's going to be a Category 4. It's going to hit Houston directly. Okay, okay... so I was supposed to go to Dallas with my mom and sister and Auntie Ritz.. but I didn't, okay? Yea, my dad's probably going to be pissed but he hung up on me anyways. So now I'm at Auntie Ritz's house by myself pretty much. I don't think it'll be as bad as everyone's saying... and if it is then ... hrmm... idk I guess I just hope I either live without a scratch or die because I DO NOT want to be alive with a concussion or a lost limb or something along those lines or worst! I'd rather die actually which is kinda sad but idc.

My phone's pretty much dead and I can't exactly charge it bc my mom took my charger by accident and she wants me to stay at Auntie Ritz's house but there are SO many trees here... I don't think so. I mean I'll stay here tonight but that's it bc I don't want to be here when the winds are like 100+ mph.. hmm... I wonder how it'll be at my empty house bc there's pretty much a window in every room... I just pray that they don't break.. while I'm there...

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 03:40:39 GMT

ok, so I just got off the phone with my mom and dad.... ermm... I guess they have a small inkling of an idea of how my mind works.. They keep repeating how I have options. I was starting to feel sad when they said that I might not be able to go to school this semester or year here.. as in STOP SCHOOLING..

Plan A.
Enroll in college here without any problems. If this works and they don't question my citizenship then I should be a Physical Therapy major like I was supposed to be in the first place at University of Perpetual Help, Las Pinas.

Plan B.
[if the school won't let me enroll bc of citizenship problems] Go back to states and work. Hopefully and probably as an ECG assistant cuz I'm certified and stuff hehe

Plan C.
Just sit and wait to die. haha JUST KIDDING!! I don't really need any more plans other than A and B. If A doesn't work, then duh I'll just do B.

These plans have nothing about choirguy hahahaha You can see what my priorities are when it comes down to it.. Weird, huh. Although I'm sooo boycrazy sometimes [this doesn't mean I have a million crushes and whatnot. It just means that I talk about guys too much, usually one crush at a time or maybe 2 or whatever] they're NOT my priority. I seriously think I use talking about boys to cover up my other crazy thoughts that I hide. :] [smiles to cover up her problems] hahaha just kidding. A lot of times I forget my problems until I get sad or am forced to think of them but right now I'm good. :D

ACK!! I'm about to collapse!!

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 11:55:36 GMT

It's 8:54pm and I guess I'm just glad I finished my stupid Phil. Gov't case study. It's this assignment where we summarize a case.. I hope anyways.. cuz that's what I got out of it.. I hope that's ALL we had to do cuz that's all I did... Damnit I have a freakin PRE-finals exam tomorrow in Philosophy class! Shiiiiit on SIX FREAKIN ESSAYS. I'm on my 2nd energy drink since 4:30 pm when I got home from classes. ARRRGH!! I don't think I'm gonna have a chance to sleep at all!! GEEEEZ